An update

So, its been a few days since I last posted anything of relevance. There isn't really much to report though. However I did think I should make some sort of update. I had an interview Friday, and I think it went well. I'm supposed to know something on Monday, so I'll let you know what happens. Thanksgiving was ok this year. The best part of it was when I went to Melissa's and played monopoly and hung out with her. (Speaking of which, if you read this Melissa, don't forget to bring me my movie back, so I can return it.) I hung out with my cousin and Nate last night, and that was fun. I always have a good time with either of them. Today, well tonight, I've been feeling pretty blah, and not very sociable. Not sure what is wrong with me, I guess it could be that for the past few weeks, I've been hanging out with people alot, and I"m really not used to it. I think I just need time to myself. I hope Sandi isn't mad at me, I kinda got snappy with her via text, I know she is just trying to help, and make sure I'm ok. For some reason, I have a hard time telling people what I need, like when I need space, I feel like I have to go to extremes to get it. Which could be the reason I got snappy. When I need people, for some reason, I try to push people away.... yea I'm a fucked up person, I know. Anyways, I really hope I get the job, because I'm so sick of not working already and it's only been a few days. I can't imagine if I'm unemployed for months again like last year. I shouldn't even think about that, cause I'll end up attracting it... why am I still talking about it... ok moving on. I really hate when I sit down to make a post, and don't really have anything to post about, because then whatever I write really doesn't make since, because it's all just random thoughts as the pop in my head, and they are not very well arranged. I guess I could go back and edit it, so it is, and so it would flow more, but then that would be to much work, and sometimes unedited is better.... and so here we are. Now I'm just rambling, so I guess I'll go ahead and end this.

P.S.
my horoscope today says

You could feel a little at odds in your personal life today, Chris. It's not so much that anything bad is happening. It's more that you are suffering from some feelings of discontent with your life. You could be grumpy about not having as much money as you would like or not living in the kind of house that you want. Try not to take all of this out on your friends today, as they are your alleys.

Maybe I should start reading these before I do anything for the day, maybe then I wouldn't have got snappy with Sandi.