WHY WITH AS MUCH PAIN
AS IT ENDURES IN HOLDING ON,
DOES THE HEART REFUSE TO LET GO?
Never regret something
that once made you smile.
Should I smile cuz you are my friend
or cry cuz thats all well ever be?
The thing that makes me cry
is not being able to say goodbye
Never Love Someone With Your Whole Heart,
Because When They're Gone You Will Be Left
With Nothing But A Gaping Whole In Your Chest
Everytime you hug me
i feel my heartbreak.
So...This is letting go...
It hurts to try to forget the love you once had.....
but it hurts more to know you really never will
To love someone so true and so pure
does not mean to be by his side forever,
rather it is to let him be happy,
even if you aren't in the picture
Just because I still manage to smile,
that does not mean I'm over him...
He left and said goodbye, easy and dry...
I broke down and cried,
heart broken wanting to die...
He'll never know how much I love him...
Why is it that i only have one heart...
but it can be broken a million times?
Sometimes the person you fall for
isn't ready to catch you...
"the hardest part of holding on is letting go"
Love is the slowest form of suicide
as you move on, remember me,
remember us and all we used to be..*
Love is giving someone the ability
to HURT you....but trusting them NOT to.
I sat there flipping through
the pages of my diary
smiling
laughing
crying.
I slammed the cover shut...
and promised myself
I would never love again.
Theres a point in life
where being in love with someone
is not enough, unless
they actually feel it ~*too*~
I go to sleep alone
and wake up crying
How can you be so sure
you know what I want
when you don't even know
what you want
"If the person you love
doesn't love you
love the person who does"
And why is it that the ones we love
dont love us and the ones we dont love do.
They say loving you
is my biggest mistake...
But how can it be so wrong
if it feels so right?
If I ever made a mistake,
it`s not that I loved you...
It`s thinking that someday,
you`ll love me too.
Never leave the one you love
for the one you like.
Because the one you
like might leave you for the
one they love.
Longing for soneone
you know isn't there...
That's hope.
Its hard to fake a smile when i see you,
because everytime i see you
my heart keeps on breaking
As each tear drops onto my pillow
I cry myself to sleep.
Why is it that i always
fall for the ones i cant have?
I must be wishing on someone elses star
cause someone always gets what i wished for.
How i wish i was a kid again...
skinned knees were easier to heal
than broken hearts..
Trying to foreget someone u love
is like trying to remmber
someone u never knew...
I have closed the door upon my heart
And i refuse to let any one in,
I trust and love only to be hurt
But, its never going to happen again.
I have locked the door and tossed the key
its closed for good.
I guess it just hasn't sunk in yet.
That i'm never gonna feel
your arms around me
or your lips pressed to mine.
That im never gonna see you again
I thought i was gonna be ok with out you.
So once again I fake a smile
as my whole world falls apart..
Im not a game to play
The Worst Thing To Do
Is To Love Someone,
That Never Loved You.
& maybe i just
wasn't ment to be loved...
& Sometimes when I'm home alone,
i sit & think & wonder about us...
i wonder what i could have done
to make you want me.
I think about it & realize
that no matter what i do,
i'll never be good enough for you...
The worst part about losing you
was not watching you walk away,
but realizing that you weren't
going to turn around...
The worst thing a guy can do
is make you fall in love with him,
using all of his stupid little games
and childish ways to make you
fall deeper and deeper
but never once does he
even consider catching you.."
You should never cry
for anyone who
would never cry for you....
What do you do,
when you fall in love
with the wrong person?
Loving you = killing me
There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him.
Even when you think you love someone
who doesn't love you never loose faith
he..she might be the one
Before I knew it,
the dream was all over..
Some dreams just arent
meant to come true;;
and i hate that i learned that from you.
It's hard to admit that
I can't make you happy.
I just want to wake up
and be anybodies somebody.
The only true difference
between you and me is
that i fall in love
and you play the game....
I never knew true pain
until I looked into the eyes
of someone I loved
and they looked away
Words that cannot be said,
Stream down my face.
Sometimes the person u love
just doesnt understand
how much u love them
Everytime i think of you
i always smile before i cry!
And yet i lay here alone once again.
Lost in thought. Lost in the music.
Feeling lyke im never going to win.
My mind is taken over with infatuation of you.
On days lyke this, i realli don't know what to do.
& there you remain a lost hope in my dreams...
I said I didn't wanna be left hanging anymore
and you said "then move on"
but how can I really move if I'm already hanging?
Its hard to wait around for something
that u know will never happen,
but its hard to stop when u know
its everything u've always wanted..
You think that I'd be used to this shit by now...
but it just hurts more and more everytime
The sad part is, I
thought I could get
over you. But now
I have to realize...
I WAS WRONG
If we were meant to be,
we would be together
He hurts me without the slightest of intentions...
Love was never ment for me.
There are things that we
do not want to happen
but have to accept,
things we don't want to know
but have to learn,
and people we can't live without
but have to let go
and i feel lost and hopeless,
i can hardly breath,
icant keep my mind from wondering off,
im slowly losing it all
and my worlds about
to come crashing down..."
I could fill a thousand pages
telling you how I feel,
and you still wouldn't understand.
So now I leave, without a single sound,
except that of my heart
shattering as it hits the ground...
AS IT ENDURES IN HOLDING ON,
DOES THE HEART REFUSE TO LET GO?
Never regret something
that once made you smile.
Should I smile cuz you are my friend
or cry cuz thats all well ever be?
The thing that makes me cry
is not being able to say goodbye
Never Love Someone With Your Whole Heart,
Because When They're Gone You Will Be Left
With Nothing But A Gaping Whole In Your Chest
Everytime you hug me
i feel my heartbreak.
So...This is letting go...
It hurts to try to forget the love you once had.....
but it hurts more to know you really never will
To love someone so true and so pure
does not mean to be by his side forever,
rather it is to let him be happy,
even if you aren't in the picture
Just because I still manage to smile,
that does not mean I'm over him...
He left and said goodbye, easy and dry...
I broke down and cried,
heart broken wanting to die...
He'll never know how much I love him...
Why is it that i only have one heart...
but it can be broken a million times?
Sometimes the person you fall for
isn't ready to catch you...
"the hardest part of holding on is letting go"
Love is the slowest form of suicide
as you move on, remember me,
remember us and all we used to be..*
Love is giving someone the ability
to HURT you....but trusting them NOT to.
I sat there flipping through
the pages of my diary
smiling
laughing
crying.
I slammed the cover shut...
and promised myself
I would never love again.
Theres a point in life
where being in love with someone
is not enough, unless
they actually feel it ~*too*~
I go to sleep alone
and wake up crying
How can you be so sure
you know what I want
when you don't even know
what you want
"If the person you love
doesn't love you
love the person who does"
And why is it that the ones we love
dont love us and the ones we dont love do.
They say loving you
is my biggest mistake...
But how can it be so wrong
if it feels so right?
If I ever made a mistake,
it`s not that I loved you...
It`s thinking that someday,
you`ll love me too.
Never leave the one you love
for the one you like.
Because the one you
like might leave you for the
one they love.
Longing for soneone
you know isn't there...
That's hope.
Its hard to fake a smile when i see you,
because everytime i see you
my heart keeps on breaking
As each tear drops onto my pillow
I cry myself to sleep.
Why is it that i always
fall for the ones i cant have?
I must be wishing on someone elses star
cause someone always gets what i wished for.
How i wish i was a kid again...
skinned knees were easier to heal
than broken hearts..
Trying to foreget someone u love
is like trying to remmber
someone u never knew...
I have closed the door upon my heart
And i refuse to let any one in,
I trust and love only to be hurt
But, its never going to happen again.
I have locked the door and tossed the key
its closed for good.
I guess it just hasn't sunk in yet.
That i'm never gonna feel
your arms around me
or your lips pressed to mine.
That im never gonna see you again
I thought i was gonna be ok with out you.
So once again I fake a smile
as my whole world falls apart..
Im not a game to play
The Worst Thing To Do
Is To Love Someone,
That Never Loved You.
& maybe i just
wasn't ment to be loved...
& Sometimes when I'm home alone,
i sit & think & wonder about us...
i wonder what i could have done
to make you want me.
I think about it & realize
that no matter what i do,
i'll never be good enough for you...
The worst part about losing you
was not watching you walk away,
but realizing that you weren't
going to turn around...
The worst thing a guy can do
is make you fall in love with him,
using all of his stupid little games
and childish ways to make you
fall deeper and deeper
but never once does he
even consider catching you.."
You should never cry
for anyone who
would never cry for you....
What do you do,
when you fall in love
with the wrong person?
Loving you = killing me
There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him.
Even when you think you love someone
who doesn't love you never loose faith
he..she might be the one
Before I knew it,
the dream was all over..
Some dreams just arent
meant to come true;;
and i hate that i learned that from you.
It's hard to admit that
I can't make you happy.
I just want to wake up
and be anybodies somebody.
The only true difference
between you and me is
that i fall in love
and you play the game....
I never knew true pain
until I looked into the eyes
of someone I loved
and they looked away
Words that cannot be said,
Stream down my face.
Sometimes the person u love
just doesnt understand
how much u love them
Everytime i think of you
i always smile before i cry!
And yet i lay here alone once again.
Lost in thought. Lost in the music.
Feeling lyke im never going to win.
My mind is taken over with infatuation of you.
On days lyke this, i realli don't know what to do.
& there you remain a lost hope in my dreams...
I said I didn't wanna be left hanging anymore
and you said "then move on"
but how can I really move if I'm already hanging?
Its hard to wait around for something
that u know will never happen,
but its hard to stop when u know
its everything u've always wanted..
You think that I'd be used to this shit by now...
but it just hurts more and more everytime
The sad part is, I
thought I could get
over you. But now
I have to realize...
I WAS WRONG
If we were meant to be,
we would be together
He hurts me without the slightest of intentions...
Love was never ment for me.
There are things that we
do not want to happen
but have to accept,
things we don't want to know
but have to learn,
and people we can't live without
but have to let go
and i feel lost and hopeless,
i can hardly breath,
icant keep my mind from wondering off,
im slowly losing it all
and my worlds about
to come crashing down..."
I could fill a thousand pages
telling you how I feel,
and you still wouldn't understand.
So now I leave, without a single sound,
except that of my heart
shattering as it hits the ground...
I promise you... things are gonna get better. It's tough... but that's what you have friends for.
ReplyDeleteumm, yea make me smile?? I think my hear died a little! ;) But I agree with Sandi, you just have to make the best of it and take only the positives away.
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