So just a quick update

Markus emailed me tonight, we talked about alot of stuff, and we are going to get together later in the week, so we can talk in person. I'm so scared... that someone I like may like me back. I'm sure you are asking yourself, "why are you scared?", and I'm asking myself the same question. I'm not sure I'm even ready for this, I've just now got to the point where I can go a few days without thinking about Josh. Although the reason I've not been thinking about Josh much, is because my mind has been preoccupied with thoughts of Markus, so this might be a good thing. He told me he's been thinking about me, and how I am, and what I'm doing alot here latley. He told me alot of other things also, that I am not going to share on here, because they are private. He is alot like me... well the old me. The person I was before I came out. I hope things work out, at least I hope to be able to be good friends with him if nothing else. I know he needs support right now, and I want to be there for him. Even if it's only as a friend. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much, although I'm really excited that he wants to hang out with just me, so we can talk, and the fact that he's been thinking about me alot. I'll keep you posted as the story progresses.