So last night after work I went out with a friend, and afterwards picked up another friend we all 3 of us hung out.... and i'm going to say something that i haven't said in a really (REALLY) long time.
i'm happy.
i think it's because i've come to terms with everything that's happened to me. i've stopped blaming circumstance and coincidence and i've finally faced the fact that whatever i've gone through, it was because of the choices i made. and i think it was that realization that made things click.
i've learned that ---
1. although i don't always get what i want, what i have can be enough.
2. looking and not touching can be a good thing.
3. wanting something more is a good thing --- if done realistically.
4. when god closes a door and shuts the window, there's always the doggie door! Wink
5. i am NOT super chris and no one expects me to be super chris.
6. i am loved (and now i REALLY know this, and the knowledge isn't just superficial now.).
7. nothing is ever perfect -- but it's in the appreciation of imperfections that one finds the magic in life.
About Me
- Chris
- I am 23 years old. I'm tall. I have dark hair and "striking" green eyes. I stand up for my beliefes. Im gay. I love to write. I also love to read. I am kind most of the time. I am passionate about a lot of things in life. I care about other people, even though I tend to make mistakes in a lot of delicate situations A friend to anyone who needs me. An enemy to anyone who harms my friends. I am what I am, and I suppose that over the course of time, as I write more and more, all sides of me will come to surface. …… maybe?
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