Friendship

So, tonight I've realized that some people who I used to turn to for things, have been replaced by new people. Not really new people per say, just people I've gotten closer to, while other people and I have drifted apart. As a matter of fact, the person I used to hold about everyone else as my best friend, is more or less becoming a mere acquaintance. I'm sure its only normal for that to happen, with the time and space that separates us. I have another friend, who is only separated by a few walls, but with our schedules, and our lives, it is almost just like the person whom I'm separated by miles and miles. I'm real sad about both of these, because both people used to be 2 of the most important people in my life. They used to be the people I turned to for anything and everything, and now, I don't even turn to them at all. I have made some new friends, and gotten closer to some old, but I really hate the fact that I'm losing some of the most important people to me. I know they both say, I'm not losing them, but we all know that is not the case. We've already let space and time come between us, and if we don't try to fix it now, it's just going to get worse. There will just be more space, and more time, and soon, we'll be just a memory of times gone by. I don't want that for either of them, but I guess its not only up to me. I can only do so much, I wrote in the past, not very long ago, that I am a stubborn person, and I don't try to restore balance when I need to, I just let things play out, until there is nothing left.... and so I decided to work on that, and tried to do just that, and I was reminded why I stopped trying, because people don't let you. I'm sure alot has to do with pride on both parts. I don't know, I'm just rambling. I guess I'll end this for now, I'm going to attempt to steal my bed, so I can lay down, and hopefully pass out at a decent hour for a change. Anyways, until next time my lovelies.