.::.Change is in the air.::.
.:.Single, New Job, College.:.
So alot has happened since I last posted, well besides the survey. I got a call from Sevice Net, which with any luck, I'll be getting an interview soon, and be able to start working there. I really think its time for me to change Jobs, I am so burnt out at walmart, its the same shit just a differant day, the only reason I continue to go besides the need for money, is that I love the people I work with... well most of them anyways. Then Sat morning, I get an email from Helen, and well long story short, we broke up... it came as a shock, but I can't be mad at her, I've done this many times in the past... and she has good reasons. I replied to her email, but never got anything back, and have not talked to her since. As much as I want to wait for her, cause I think she is the one, I don't think I am going to... I mean things between me and her... always get fucked up... and I am losing faith at us ever making it. I guess only time will tell, cause I am a firm believer in "if it's meant to be it will be". I found out, yesterday, that since I am now single there are some people who are interested in me... and one of them in paticular, I am interested in also... so I guess we'll see what happens. I am not going to hold my breath though, I am sure things won't work, they never do... I am getting to the point where I am ok with the fact that I may never truly fall in love, and have the feelings returned, and also have those feelings last. Anyways today, Erica went with me to Ivy Tech State College to put in my application... and if I get accepted.. which I am sure I will, then all I have to do is get financial aid, and/or studant loans, and I will be back in school. Well I guess thats about all that has happened in my life, the past few days, besides Insight being stupid and my internet hasn't been working cause they are doing matinence on it.. but it seems to be ok now. Well anyways, I'll write more later, if I get time... if not, then sometime soon i will post more.
.::UPDATE SINCE POSTED::.
Got another call from service net and my interview it tomorrow
.:.Single, New Job, College.:.
So alot has happened since I last posted, well besides the survey. I got a call from Sevice Net, which with any luck, I'll be getting an interview soon, and be able to start working there. I really think its time for me to change Jobs, I am so burnt out at walmart, its the same shit just a differant day, the only reason I continue to go besides the need for money, is that I love the people I work with... well most of them anyways. Then Sat morning, I get an email from Helen, and well long story short, we broke up... it came as a shock, but I can't be mad at her, I've done this many times in the past... and she has good reasons. I replied to her email, but never got anything back, and have not talked to her since. As much as I want to wait for her, cause I think she is the one, I don't think I am going to... I mean things between me and her... always get fucked up... and I am losing faith at us ever making it. I guess only time will tell, cause I am a firm believer in "if it's meant to be it will be". I found out, yesterday, that since I am now single there are some people who are interested in me... and one of them in paticular, I am interested in also... so I guess we'll see what happens. I am not going to hold my breath though, I am sure things won't work, they never do... I am getting to the point where I am ok with the fact that I may never truly fall in love, and have the feelings returned, and also have those feelings last. Anyways today, Erica went with me to Ivy Tech State College to put in my application... and if I get accepted.. which I am sure I will, then all I have to do is get financial aid, and/or studant loans, and I will be back in school. Well I guess thats about all that has happened in my life, the past few days, besides Insight being stupid and my internet hasn't been working cause they are doing matinence on it.. but it seems to be ok now. Well anyways, I'll write more later, if I get time... if not, then sometime soon i will post more.
.::UPDATE SINCE POSTED::.
Got another call from service net and my interview it tomorrow
I sent you an email after you replied to mine, I don't know whats going on, but half my emails don't go thru. I thought you got it though, Im sorry I really had thought you got it.
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