So there are certain people in my life, who think I should move on... and give up on me and Helen. They think that it would be better for me to start dating other people, and stop waiting for her to come back to me. And ya know, they may be right. Cause then at least I would not be alone. I would have someone to go out and do stuff with. And I agree with them, being lonely sucks, and it sucks that I have no one to go out with... I get it, really I do... but still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with someone who makes you feel shitty, or dosn't honor the person you are is far much worse, then being alone. Helen makes me feel good about myself, and she loves the person that I am, and honors certain beliefs that I have, even though she dosn't have the same beliefs, she is ok with the fact that I do. And I know that one day, her and I will be together again, so why should I start dating other people?