So I had my interview yesterday... and I think it went well. I should be getting a call tomorrow, and I will know if I got the job or not. I think I am really going to like it. I am scared though to be leaving my other job, the one that I have had for almost 6 years, and I am also scared that I will lose contact with all the great people I've met there. I have alot of people I call my friend at work, but I only see them at work... I guess that would be cause I spend 40 hours a week with them, and the rest of the time we are busy doing things we need to do. Anyways, I talked to Helen yesterday before my interview online, and called her on my way to ask her a question... I am worried about her. So much is going on in her life.... and I just wish I could make it all better. I understand why she broke up with me, I did the same thing a while back, and I wasn't going through half the shit she is. She dosn't deserve what she is going through, she dosn't deserve that kind of pain... I hope things get better for her soon. Anyways, I can't belive I am up at this hour, I guess I need to take a nap before I have to go to work... I need to make the best of these next few days there, they may be my last... that is so sad...... watch me chicken out and not take the job if it is offered to me... but I think I would like it so much.... I don't know what I am going to do... I'll keep you informed :), well I am going to take a nap, take it easy.