Demons..

There are questions
that still linger..
Questions that I need
to know the answers to
but answers that
I'm afraid to hear..
Answers that can
confirm my fears..

"Are you or are you not???"
(pardon the vagueness...)

what should I do?
Should I learn to live
with these questions unanswered
because it's best to stay that way,
or should I muster up all the courage
I need to confront it head on,
and deal with it no matter
how it's gonna end up?

Thankfully, I have a friend
with whom I can share
these feelings with..
At least my worries
can be less daunting..
Thank you , Angelina..
Thank you for always willing
to lend a helping hand
when I needed one.
You don't know how much
that means to me..
Hopefully, in time,
I'll learn how not to be fickle..
Hopefully, in time,
I'll learn how to let go
of my demons, my fears..

In time..

Someday..

Somehow..

Somewhere...

Hopefully...

As I've told you,
I believe that all things
meant to be will
always find a way..
Only time will tell how
this story will unfold
but till then, I have to live
in what I have now,
the present.. That's all we really
could do right now, isn't it??

And to you, Angelina,
I know you're going through
your own heartaches
right now.. I am here..
I'll be here to listen to
your rants the same way
you do with mine..
We'll be the diary
of each other's lives..
It will just be between
the two of us..
thank you again..