Missing someone isn't about how long
it has been since you have seen them
or the amount of time since you've talked.
It's about that very moment when
you're doing something and you wish
that they were right there with you.

So I talked to Helen when I got home, and I must say that what she said, shocked me. She is thinking about joining the military. I asked her if she thought it through all the way, and she said yes... and I asked her what about Justice (her son), and she said that her dad would take care of him, and then I told her that I supported her, and if she did join, I would have more respect for her, than I have for anyone else in my life. I totally respect people who go out, and fight for the freedom, that I enjoy so much. If I wasn't such a chicken shit, I would go join also... but I don't like the thought of war, and I don't support the war our contry is in now, but I support her decision to join, and I support everyone who is over there fighting for our freedom. So I guess if she does join, and gets sent out, it will be at least 2 more years before her and I are back together. I am ok with that.... at least right now that's what I'm telling myself... I just hope she dosn't meet someone else, and fall in love while she is gone... and I hope the same thing for myself.