I want an easy answer. I want to take the back way out. I want someone to make a decision for me. I want to have to live with the consequences of that decision. And if I don't like the outcome, I want to be able to console myself with the knowledge that I did not put myself in that situation - someone else did. I want more time. I don't want to have to make a decision right now. It's not fair to expect me, at twenty one years old, to know what I want to do with the rest of my life. I want to sit down and have some coffee with someone. I want to have a rational discussion about how I'm feeling right now. I don't want someone to offer advice. I want to talk to someone, not to come to any conclusions, not to resolve anything, but instead to feel a sense of comaraderie.