Thursday, April 13, 2006

Dear Helen,
So, tonight I sit here thinking... about alot of things in my life, and the most promanint one is the fact that in the past few weeks, I have made a terrible mistake. I told someone, a few weeks back, that I needed time, and I did.... and now I don't know, I have not talked to them since, and really don't want to talk to them now, because they are not here with me. I know that makes no since at all, I really want to talk to this person, but she is so far away... and I am not good with change, and in the face of change I tend to turn and run away... and that is what I tried to do.... but I realize how stupid that is... if everytime something changes in my life, and I try to make it stay the same, or run from it, I will never get anywhere in life. And I realize this now, and I hope its not to late, but I have a request for this person, please come home... I miss you so much, and I love you more now, than ever... thanks for giving me time, and space, it is what I needed... but now I want the space to end, and I want you to come back home... where you belong, with me.

"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you) (I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)



"it's as plain as anyone can see, we're simply meant to be"

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