Sunday, January 15, 2006

so what the fuck?

i just spent an hour writing
a decent blog post and
when i click 'publish' it disappears.
so heres a summary.

Helen. i miss you.
I'm sorry I didn't come over tonight
I needed some advice on what to do.
I can't tell you what I am talking about
I want it to be a suprize if I decide to do it
It is however good to be home
Sorry I couldn't call, phone is dead
anyways I reminisced alot.
listened to 'old' bands,
wrote in my old book
and thought. alot.
re-read alot that i used to write.
what the hell....
ummmm, am i dumb? hopefully not.
I don't feel like myself tonight *sigh*
My body hurts. I'm going to bed,
and hoping that in the morning
I'll feel more like myself....
I hate feeling like this.
Night.

1 comment:

  1. awww sorry to hear about your post :( i miss you too and I understand. I figured your phone was dead once I realized the charger was here still .. I had called Angelina and she said you had left I dont remember the time I think around 2 or so. I was just wanting to make sure you was ok I had to use dads cell, because some reason Insight was messed up. I called them finally and they said they had an outage and could be on anytime from the time I called or within the next 8 hours. If you can come over before you go to work .. ill email ya why, im running on no sleep now though hopefully dad will be up here in a few (he came over to get some sleep) so i can go to sleep. I love you and miss you and your not dumb

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