Apology

i'm so sorry, it was wrong of me,
to even think of what i wrote,
i wish it was just a joke,
but i screwed up and i hurt you
the thoughts are shut in my mind and glued
they'll never come back
and i'll never hurt you with a poem like that.
it just came to mind, i know it wasn't right
it was so long ago but back then it was such a fight
for me to move on but now those thoughts are gone
and you should know that i'm alright you made no mistake
it was the feelings i felt i just wasn't okay
but now i've been helped and its safe to say
i have truly moved on its been months already
the pain is long gone so i hope you please
accept my apology because without you i couldn't be me.

(I hope the person this is to understands what I am saying)