The Hardest Thing

What Hurts

1. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love. (ouucchhh, it hurts)

2. Reminiscing the good times you shared together.

3. Shielding your heart from loving somebody.

4. Trying to hide what you really feel.

5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes.

6. Loving a person too much.

7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up.

8. Having the right love at the wrong time.

9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.

10. Hiding your relationship from someone else.

11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend.

12. Letting go, because every time you see the person, you only fall deeper.

13. Holding back only to find out its too late, you both felt the same way,
but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out.

14. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with.

15. Finding the perfect girl with only one problem. She doesn't love you. The way you want her to.

16. Helping the one you love with problems she is haveing with the one she loves.

17. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else.

18. The waiting also hurts like hell.

19. Having to hear, " I've met someone"

20. Agreeing to her wish to just be friends.

21. Hearing she'd be happier with somebody else.

22. Asking you to forget that everything happened and be normal friends again.

23. Hearing that you're thought of as a brother.

24. Hearing her future plans with you not involved.

25. You stopped being friends because her bf asked her to.

26. Being denied in front of people.

27. Telling you lies where she'd been when actually, she was with a new "friend" or an old flame.

28. She told you she'd be leaving you to return to her ex (the one she left for you!)

29. Breaking someone's heart.

30. Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy; that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you her commitment unless she fix herself, then you are left hanging for a moment. Then she says, time will tell. but you still decided to hope in her and trust her.

31. Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying.

32. Pretending to be strong and recognizing your weaknesses.

33. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have.

34. Being with someone you can't actually love.

35. Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love.

36. Being in love.

37. Letting go even if you really don't want to; having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision.

38. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you and not being able to help that person.

39. Having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that the things will never be the same again when she doesn't treat you with the same closeness as before.

40. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable.

41. Admitting that you love someone despite her imperfections.

42. Finding out that the more you try to hate HER, the more you end up loving her,
perhaps even more than before.

43. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.

44. The thought that this person, used to really love you and you loved her
as well knowing you didn't give enough or that she gave up on you.

45. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else.

46. Seeing your partner battle for death.

47. Making a promise. And realizing that when the time has come
for that promise to be delivered, the commitment is no longer there..

48. Believing love exists after you've been hurt.

49. Learning to forgive, learning to forget, learning to trust and learning to love again.

50. But the hardest thing really is learning to love yourself. We tend to forget to do this. Always.