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Can a person really feel so sad that they would want to hurt him or herslef? Is death really their only way out? Hell, it is hard to day. I guess it depends on how hard they have it. Everyone has problems whether your parents beat you or you have a a third eye. I mean anything could be a serious problem to a person, yes, even have a crooked nose could make someone feel depressed. It may sound funny but it is true. I admit there were times when I felt so horrible that I just wanted to die and never ever come back. That may seem dramatic, but I honetly felt that way. Right now it is not as much, but I do sometimes think that it would be better if I weren't here. I mean no one would even care if I were gone. I feel so useless. And I realize there are people out there with even worse problems than me. But at the end of the day, it it me and this is how I feel. I can't be those other people, so I don't know. However I am myself everyday, and I know when I feel like I am at rock bottom, with no hope of breaking the surface.I don't ever see myself being able to smile and completely be happy. just because of everything going on in my life right now. It really sucks. I won't go into detail on stuff, but trust me, it isn't good. But then nothing ever is.Oh God, give me a break already. I am only one person. I can not take all of this shit. I just wish someone would whisk me away from here. That would be extra nice. If not, at least someone have the decency to tell me they care. That is all I want. What else could someone ask for? I just honestly can't wait until it is all over. I just want to live and die, getting it all over with. I am not having any fun nor do I really have a lot to look forward to. This is not some "Pity Me" article, but just one to express my feelings. Or maybe I really am just pissed so I go into dramatic mode?I don't know. I have to go, since I am tired. Later.