I know that I will never have it all figured out.
But sometimes I long for the perfection
that other people seemingly have.
Right now I really want a day
that I can call my own
without something getting in the way.
The last couple of years have been hard
and I have gotten way off track
and I wonder if all the work I did is gone,
or is it hiding just waiting to come out again.

Right now I want to become new with the spring.