of me and me

i am starting to get over
a lot of things...
my depression,
...confusion on a lot of things!
why think and think all day,
every minute about things
that cannot be undone?
when the only action left anyway
is to change my disposition...
to see the better side of life
to see that i can still be happy
despite the damage
to see the light in other people's eyes?
to believe in the fact that
life can still be beautiful...
and that broken pieces can be
turned into a work of art
it has been a long time
that i've held back a lot of things
...i didnt see it until now...
life is full of surprises...
they come in shots, in bits...
then you see the big picture...
we all are still blessed...
i am lucky to be alive...
lucky to be given a chance
to polish my gifts
and use them...

right now...
i see me...
and who i can be