Thursday, December 22, 2005

my love of wisdom

i never dared to write my own philosophy...
will i ever have one anyway?
i am a lover of wisdom but it
doesn't mean that i know a lot of things...
sometimes i feel like i know
so little even. sometimes nothing...

"The mind has a will of its own,
you cannot control it,
it controls you.."

-makes it even harder for me
to deny the fact that from all
the flesh i own (and im on the heavy side)...
only less than 2lbs out of all makes me... ME
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First and foremost, i believe
in the never ending quest of man
to answer the questions
"WHO AM I?";
"WHERE DID I COME FROM?";
"WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?"
and to the never ending
one word question... "WHY?'
Although certain answers lead
to a lot of things
(mostly crazy,
some predictable,
some unthinkable...
for me <>
for me, it ends up
to only one thing.. a
fter al the probing of
WHO WHAT AND WHY,
there is, unmistakeably,
undeniably, a "higher power".
Yes... simple as it may seem...
I BELIEVE IN GOD.

Well of course man's perception
of "God" (the word, the substance.. the "BEING")
will always be subjective.
For instance, one mountain s
urrounded by a thousand,
will be seen in different angles,
different shades,
different purposes
(some don't see it).
but the fact remains
that the mountain is there
and it is a mountain..
unbreakable and strong.

I BELIEVE IN GOD!
(most philosophers may laugh at me..
i don't care... to each his own anyway...
if they don't consider what i'm thinking..
they are not philosophers,
they are mere sophists
*or shall we say lover of their OWN wisdom*
so again, I BELIEVE IN GOD!
God is only the unchanging,
eternal being in this existence.
It is what WE think of GOD
that makes us believe
that he changes as we do.
This perception of who GOD is (
and applied to all other things)
is *experienced* by us...
not *handed* to us.
For what would the sense of the word..
or gift.. **FREE WILL** be?
If the end is already
subsequently.. planned?

quoted from a friend... (
you know who you are)
"just as long as
you dont believe in destiny...
it will contradict everything
free will stands for"
--makes sense to me

***ANYWAY***

This GOD, or "MY" God...
is a God that watches.
I believe he is amazed
by what i am...
and always be happy
over all my actions....
because although
i may not be perfect...
i am and will always be,
his creation.
Maybe he thinks...
"Man I'm Good!"
how amazing..
and entertaining this
**Chris** creation of mine is! :)
I am always pleased by him,
in whatever he decides to do or pursue...
and guess what? my GOD
will be MY GOD.
and can never be someone else's..
i believe he reveals himself to
everyone in different ways...
in different personas.
**you have to find God on your own...
for yourself... ENOUGH FOR NOW!

Theory 101 - **On Free Will**

despite the purity of these words...
"FREE WILL" it will all boil down to one fact...
it's how we view it.
on our own...it is a gift
that some ignore...
some never opened..
some scared to use...
and for some...
it is what it is
(these people are the people i admire...
they have STRENGTH to stand up
to their convictions...
i wish i was the same...)
NO FURTHER QUUESTIONS. PERIOD.
as a human being, we all
(although some deny it...
even i do sometimes...)
hold back because of one FATAL thing...
**PRIDE** (this comes with fear,
arrogance, love of comfort... name it!)
and this pride as it is...
comes from one thing...
and it is an irony as well...
But it comes from free will...
Go figure!

how people overuse the word
"DESTINY" (which once i believed in..
a long time ago... But not anymore)
say... this holds back a lot of things...
Spontaneity for instance will be
compressed/ repressed.
a lot of people laugh at me
for thinking this.
but for me it is as real as i am...
"Destiny is a negative force
that holds us back... i choose freedom"
FREEDOM... is another topic...
will be discussed on another day...
life is complicated...
let's not understand...
acceptance is the only key
to peace of mind...

***hold on... for who are we
to question the world..
we are nothing...
we are... who we are***

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