Lost

i feel so confused...
i feel so lost...
i feel like i have everything...
but most of the time
i feel like i have nothing...
i feel so... i dont know...
shall we say... lost?
lost and crazy...
i feel ugly
i feel stupid
i feel like im nothing
nothing at all
i dont know what to say anymore
i cant produce the right logic
tired of reason
tired of facts
tired of maybe's and what ifs...
i feel like dying
as peter pan says...
to die would be
an awfully great adventure

i dont know what to say anymore...
i'll have a smoke and drink to that

im so sick and tired of
all these things,
that drag me down
i've got nowhere to go
they say thay life is in your hands,
you give everything
you give yourself away,

you give but still you choke....

im tired... dont talk to me...
i cannot produce the right
logic as for the moment....