Which is my true self
is it the one i see
or the one everyone else see's
there is the one i know
there is the one my mother knows
the one that my family knows
the one friends know
the one that my co-workers know
so which is my true self?
I dont know,
or are they all my true selfs
if i depend on one too much
will it become myself?
will the real me disappear?
It's ok i had nothing from the begining

What do you hope for?
what do you need?
what do you want?
what i fear is rejection
what i need is approval
what do you wish for?
i wish to erase anxiety
what do you need?
i need to erase sadness
you're not happy are you?
to be happy i need...i need my value
in order to be appreciated,
to not be hated
That is what you must admit by yourself
you must admit your own value.
i dont have any value

What are you?
What the hell am I?
What is me?
is it the shape you show to others?
If its that then
there are many representations of me
then I am nothing but a thing
that makes others recognize me.
So what are you?
This is me? The true me? The false me?
I am me.
Yet you have your own region and border.
you mean my shoes, my clothes, my room
these are parts of me.
These things linked together by your will.
The thing that i think myself is me
I am nothing but myself
yet i don't understand.
where am I?
what am I? what the hell am I?
noone understands me.
The one that understands you
is noone but yourself
so you must take care of yourself.
But i dont have myself
so how can i understand myself?

You are unstable
the present you
the people around the present you
the enviroment that sorrounds the present you
none of them last forever
because time is always flowing.
I am made of a changing world
I am a thing that can change
according to my mind
Seeing others
I will shape myself.
So you cannot see yourself
unless there are others around you?
Yes i can, I am I,
because there are others, I can exist
yet its true that others shape my mind.
But there is only one truth that you have
which is formed by your narrow view of the world
formed by your own information to protect yourself
the twisted truth
because you see the truth given by others
for example
you are sad on rainy days,
happy on sunny days,
if that is what you learned that is what
you will always see.
yes, but i still might enjoy rainy days
your truth can change by the way you accept it
so the truth is a weak a fragile thing.
but people hate me
no, that is what you are trying to think yourself
those who hate themselves cannot love or trust others
if you really know yourself you can be kind to others
but, I might not be able to love myself
maybe my life could have a greater value
I am nothing but who I am
I am me, I wish to be only me.