odd how the mind becomes numb
at such inconvenient times...
i've been in a fog all day today..
something feels wrong.
my emotions have yet to decline,
but for one reason or another,
my head feels like its floating away.
probably low iron, according to mom,
but i took the iron pill she gave me,
and theres been no change.
only reason it really bothers me
is it makes me feel dependent
on others to steady me.
my vision randomly blurs
and my muscles begin to feel weak,
and though instinct tells me
to sit down and rest a moment,
my mind tells me if i try,
i wont make it to the ground without incident.
so, i stand, frozen and dazed,
shivery and dizzy, til the moment passes.
pisses me off. i want so much to write more,
but id just be rambling and repeating,
so ill spare the words.