A friend is someone who cares about you.
The one that you can count on
in times of troubles, pains,
and sufferings that occur in your life.
The one that you can trust with
all the secrets of your life.
A friend is someone who always
finds time to listen to all
the stories you tell and
the one that is always concerned
in everything that you do.
These traits I found in you,
that's why I really trusted you,
and for all of these,
I know nothing to repay you
but to simply be your friend.
And we share the laughter for years
admitting to each other that
we enjoy being with one another.
But lately little changes
are slowly taking place,
I just woke up one morning
that my feelings for you have changed.
To describe it I don't know of a way,
its just that I have this weird feeling
that I always want to see your cute face,
to hear your sweet voice,
and feel your gentle touch.
And when it's already my chance to see you,
my knees began trembling,
my heart pounding faster than ever,
my mind began to mix up.
No words to say, no stories to tell, nothing.
But I managed to keep my feelings hidden.
I wanted that moment to last forever
but unfortunately, the day is about to end,
and nothing can we do about it,
so we just bid goodbye to each other,
and hope to see one another sooner.
On the next day, I see you
wearing a blue cold face.
I asked, "what's wrong"
while cheering you with all my might,
but inside I too was dying.
You told me it's because of
a guy you like most but despite
the things you have done for him,
he just can't learn how to love you.
My tears started to stream down my cheeks.
You thought I understand you
and that's what causes me to cry.
but, you don't understand,
I wanted this to tell you,
"I was crying because like you,
I really felt something special
for someone and that's you,
but whatever I do, you just can't feel
that I love you too! And now you're telling me
you're in love with somebody! What about me?
What about my feelings for you��
These words I don't have the guts to tell,
so I just chose to be quiet and it's
all a secret for me to keep.
I spent that night crying endlessly.
I can feel that boundless woe
blanketing my lonely soul.
what shall I do now?��
Will I let you know about
my feelings for you?��
These question rolled out of my mind.
But after that, I remembered that
I valued our friendship too much
that I can't stand to loose it
just because of this stupid feeling
they called LOVE. That was my first decision,
but I realized that I couldn't
be your friend without thinking
about my feelings for you.
What will happen to me now?
Now that I can't hide my feelings anymore?
Now I know what to do�色��
I sadly whispered to myself.
I know it will take a long time
for me to do this but I know it't a must.
Many hours passed and I spent it all crying,
for I promised to myself that,
that will be the last time
that I will cry just because of you.
However I was wrong in this.
The next day I met you,
I know I have practiced every word
that I shall tell you.
But I just stop myself from crying
the moment I saw you drawing near.
But I wipe it all dry for
I have a very important message for you.
But before I have the chance
to tell you these words,
you greeted me with a cheerful smile
and a warm hug Ignoring this I told you,
Once again my tears began to fall
because of the deep pain that
I'm hiding inside but I know I must continue.
"Farewell my friend.
For I am not worthy to be your friend.
For a long time, I have betrayed our friendship." I said.
"Betrayed? I can't remember any time
that you betrayed our friendship!" You said.
But in your face I can see
that you're so confused.
I must finish I know for this is
the only way to forget your love,
this is my heart instructing me
for it too was hurt. I took a deep breath
and said, "you don't understand.
I have betrayed it.
I have promised that we will
be friends forever but suddenly
I felt that you already had
a special place in my heart.
I'm sorry. And now I'm leaving
with all our happy and sad memories.
But before I go, I want you to know
that I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FRIEND."
After this, I run with all my might
even though I heard you shout, "wait!"
I can't stand any single moment
that I can hear your sweet
and gentle voice because
underneath that is the fact
that you could never be mine"
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i found this story while i was surfing..
kinda sweet and bitter tho..
isnt love this way, Painful yet
people will still want to try..
love is always ruled by
the heart and not the mind..
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