About Tonight

So me and Helen went out tonight, and sat at the park for a lil while, which was very cold, but I enjoyed it very much, cause I was with her... and couldn't think of anywhere else I'd rather be.
Then we went to my place of emploment, so I could see what time I work tomorrow, seeing how I've been on vacation.... I couldn't remeber for sure what time I work, cause my schedual is wrote down on a piece of paper, that is in the pocket of my vest, which is in my locker at work.
Then we went for a drive, and talked... then I took her home, and before she went in we sit in the parking lot of her apartment, and talked some more, then I came home, and on the way home, I thought of a quote that I have heard somewhere, and it fit the way I was feeling

"When You Find Someone
You Want To Spend
The Rest Of Your Life With,
You Want The Rest Of Your Life
To Start As Soon As Possible"

So anyways, all in all today was a great day, even though I didn't get to see her as quick as we had planned, cause I overslept, then I had to fix my computer which wouldn't do anything, so I had to reinstall windows, and all my softwart, then had to wait for mom to get home from work so I could have the car, then me and mom went out to eat at TGI Fridays, which has great food, and I got a mudslide, which by the way rocks. So anyways thats how today went, by far the best day of my vacation, which other than today has more or less sucked. Well I guess thats it for today, I am going to put some lyrics on here real quick and head to bed a lil early so I can get up in the morning, and get a few things done before I have to return to hell... I mean work.

"If Your Not The One"
by Daniel Bedingfield
Watch It Here

If you’re not the one then
why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then
why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then
why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would
I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart
tell me that I am?
Is there any way
that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you
then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you
then why does your name
resound in my head?
If you’re not for me
then why does this
distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me
then why do I dream
of you as my wife?

I don’t know why
you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one
I share my life with
And I wish that you
could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one
I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart
tell me that I am
Is there any way
that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you,
body and soul so strong
that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into
my heart and pray for
the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you,
whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away
but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you
then why does my heart
tell me that I am
Is there any way
that I could stay in your arms