Monday, October 10, 2005

I Miss You

Ok so I had a post all typed out...
one that was much better than this
but then my computer went haywire
and I lost it....
So I tryed to retype it...
but it lost it's original emotion
for now I am filled with anger at my computer
STUPID COMPUTER
anyways, here is what I retyped
like I said its not as good as what
was originally typed...
but the deeper meaning is still there
if you take the time to read between the lines

part of "I miss you" by blink 182

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)

Ok, so yea, its getting close to 4am, and I should be in bed… but I am not
I tried to go to sleep, but all I could do was lay there, thinking
Thinking about all the times we shared… those late night talks
You staying late after work, just so I could take you home….
so we could share a few moments together… outside of work.
Then I start to think of all the things that tore us apart…
All the rumors, and the lies…
the people who worked so hard to bring us together
Are the same ones, who worked so hard to tear us apart…
I wonder if they enjoyed watching us fall…
I wonder if there was any truth to any of it….
Or if it was all just a mean game devised by those
Who were jealous of what we had together
I sometimes think about where we might be now
If things didn’t turn out the way they did
I wonder if we would have broken up anyways
Or if we would still be together about to celebrate one year of togetherness
I wonder if you really loved me, and if you still do…
I wonder if we should give this another chance…
Or would it all just end the same…
A lot of time has passed since we last seen each other
Well besides the other day… and the random encounters at walmart
But a lot of time has passed since we talked… I mean really talked
I am sure we have changed… but I wonder if those feelings still remain
I know that they do in my heart, but I don’t know what you feel
I think we need to get together and talk… about all this
To see where we stand… to see if there is anything left of what once was
I guess only time will tell where fate will lead us…
My only hope is that in the end, we will both find the happiness we deserve

1 comment:

  1. Awww I remember all the long nights waiting in the break room or wandering around wal-mart just waiting for you to go on lunch. Or hell the one night they let me work really late too just so I could have things to do close to you. Every minute of it was worth it though. Just to spend a little time with you made everything worth while. My feelings for you have never changed. I think we should get together also and talk, but one thing I know is my feelings for you will never change they have been there even when i moved

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