Truths, Tears, And Walls

He fears the moments alone,
he fear the moments with others,
he’s scared to let go, yet,
he is scared to hold on.
his choices not usually the best,
his decisions seem so wrong.
he lies to himself to keep his sanity,
he lies to others to keep his safety.
His truths would kill if realized,
his truths would expose too much,
no one can see him cry,
no one can hear his sobs.
His tears so pure and full of emotion,
creep down his cheeks
but he hides behind his smile,
his wall built around his insecurity,
no one is allowed past it,
for they would see the real me....