....Maybe thats why they call it reality

sometimes we get stuck with the present
and we don't know what to do next.
or the best way to put it is,
we prefer to get stuck with the present.
and the next hardest thing to do
when you get to that point is,
you have to decide whether
to hold on... or to move forward.
i'm like that now,... not knowing
when to hold on ... and when to let go.
i read somewhere that "we are all like dogs..
that we have bad habits and will continue
to do them unless we are trained or reprimanded"....
yeah, we don't usually change unless we really want to.
i mean, sometimes we go through the notions
and appear to change, or even we did try to change a bit.
but the reality is, we're just NOT doing it.....
for us to truly change, we have to get hurt.
and i don't want to reach this point.
i know i need to move on. but i can't.
and i don't want to. because i am me.
and i have all the right to be me.
sure, i am Not perfect... i am guilty,
but i'm happy! ... and confused.
it might just be a phase that i'm passing through.
but the truth is, reality sucks!
then maybe that's why it's called reality.