To My Future Love

I realized today. I am looking for more.
More than what I have been offered.
I am looking for my life-long partner.
I don't want to date. I don't want to deal with heartache.
I want to know that everything will be "ok."
Where are you? I am waiting with a bleeding heart and you're the cure.
Please come home. I love you. I promise I love you.



To my future: (Where Ever You May Be)
I am looking for you, I won't stop searching until I find you. I promise I won't stop. If I found you tomorrow, would you be ready? I am ready to show you how deep love can go.I am ready to die for you to live. I will show you how great love can be if you give me the one full opportunity I deserve. I'll prove it to you. I want to show you that you are meant for me. To be with me, for eternity. I've tried to hard to fight the feelings that aren't controlable. It makes for sleepless, restless, lonely nights. I want all of you. Don't hold back, I won't. Give me your all. Promise not to dissapoint me. Promise.I can't wait until I get to hold you in these loving arms. Warmth in your touch will heat my heart. You're my fuel for this fire inside me. The feeling of your breath on my neck as you embrace me, will help me breathe. Your eyes are amazingly calming. The way you look in me, not at me. That will let me know that its ok to mess up. Your lips, amazing as well. The kiss that feels like you will never let go. Hold onto my lips, please. I want our first kiss to never end. Your dedicated to me like I am your drug. I am your weakness, and you are mine. Free my mind. Be my backbone. My support. My heart, eyes, and tears. If I told you that I couldn't live without you, would you believe me? Don't take this the wrong way but I wish I knew the day you would die.So I could die one day before you, because when I find you I will never want to live a day without you.I am ready to experience true love. I deserve to be loved unconditionally.I am looking for you. We will comlete each other in every aspect of love and freedom. Freedom from the past. We are better than our past will ever be. We will show each other our past is a past for a reason. We can use this reason as a reason to break free from the past. I am your future. We are our future. This was written to you. For you. I love you.