Never

I have never felt so sad..
I have never felt this bad Before
i have never felt so insecure
I have never felt so isolated
so closed in.. so inside myself Before
I have never felt so depressed
I have never felt such a mess
I have never felt so unhappy..
as i do this day..
Crying helps but not today
it doesn't wash my fears away
I have never felt this lonely
I have never felt so alone..
i have never felt so unloved..
all i want is a home
Some were i belong
I have never felt so out of place..
I have never felt like a disgrace
I have never felt this dumb
i have never felt so undone
Never....................