Hypocrites. I hate hypocrites.
I know that at times I am one,
and complaining about how I hate hypocrites
just makes me a bigger hypocrite.
Which continues the deadly cycle.
But anyway, I have run into
many-a-hypocrite in my 21 years
of living on this gorgeous-yet-utterly-screwed-up-world.
For example, I wrote a rant.
I will not put it up on this page
because it will just result in more
death threats clogging up my limited mail space.
Which brings up another thing.
I am a yahoo member.
For those of you who don't know,
Yahoo offers a free email service.
It's handy because I can check my mail
no matter where I am.
I just need my account name and password,
and I can check it. But if I have too many emails
(which happens often), Yahoo will automatically delete
my messages so I don't use up
more memory than I'm allowed.
But before they delete them,
they will send me about 20 or so emails
TELLING me that I am taking up too much space.
And each message is about 5K.
So, they're using up more of my email space
to tell me that I'm using up too much email space.
Does that make sense?
Anyway, back to my hypocrite bashing.
So, I wrote this rant that was
considered offensive to some,
and they wrote me some ever-so-lovely replies.
Most of them would have made sense
if they didn't go against many of my religious beliefs.
But that's besides the point.
So, I have these people telling me
that my way of thinking is completely wrong,
but I should take into consideration how other people feel.
That's like me saying,
"I don't care what you say!
But you have to care what I say!"
And yet, I still write back to these people.
Why do I waste my time, you may ask?
Because I believe so strongly in everything in my rant
that if others can't see it, I feel it's my duty
to at least explain in greater detail WHY I feel that way.
And then if they still continue to riticule me,
I just read their emails, laugh to myself,
and either delete it or reply yet again.
Enough babble for now. I'm getting
bored watching myself type.
Yet I keep typing…. Why? Why? Why?