Wednesday, November 9, 2005

Crying Wolf

Ya know what, you say its over now, its fucking been over. We both know this... its been over for a long time. Things didn't change this past june or so... thats not when all this happened, like you seem to want to think. And this big climax you are making, isn't the end of it all again like you seem to think. Just like last time, you get a new friend, and sunddenly you have no time for other people, you start hanging out less and less with others, you start talking to people less and less... and you turn everything back to where its there fault you don't hang out or talk to them anymore. I did tell Sandra that you said you were going to be a nun, did you not say that? I then told her well she can't blame me, cause I gave her 7 years to have a chance to be loved. But I forgot its only your side of the story that matters, when you go around screaming don't judge me, well when you only care about one side of the story, you are making assumtions about thigns, and o what is an assumption.... o my its a judgement, so if you won't want people judging you then don't go around judgeing others. I never told anyone you were bi or gay, I respect you enough not to go around telling people that. Be it true or untrue, its not my place to say, or to tell others. It's your story to tell... not mine. So where ever you got that from, who knows... but again your side of the story is the only one that matters. Whatever the reasons are that we no longer talk, I don't care where the blame lies, be it me or you, but one of us is adult enough to just walk away from it, and not keep thorwing around the blame, making us seem like we are the victom. I have been a victom about alot of things in my life but this is not one of them. I have never seen the end of our friendship as either of us being a victom, but you on the other hand say I judge you, I lie about you, I do this, I do that, be a big enough person and just walk away all together, and leave it be. Stop being a victom of it... it happend it ended its over, just leave it be.

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