Spirit Crushers

Don't tell me where your going.
Don't tell me what your doing.
And MOST importantly:
Don't tell me how much fun your having.

I'm rather tired of hearing your stories and hearing your plans. I want to be there myself. I want to experience it myself. Not off of your left overs, and memories. I hate hearing about what your planning on doing, and how much fun your going to have when I'm going to sit alone and do nothing. yes, once in a while, tell me. I'll make sure to listen. Invite me, it'd be fun, but please. I beg you, please, don't tell me and leave me alone to sit and imagine about how much fun your going to be having.

No. this is not for one certain person. it is not aimed towards one more than others. It's to everyone that I know. everyone that tells me about they're plans, and they're fun. everyone that leaves me guessing about what I can do to be having as much fun as you.

I just can't take knowing that I'm the only one not having fun.
please, at least let me pretend to be blind to it.