So today was an odd day to say the least. Work didn't suck which is odd in itself. After work I went to the drive in with some friends and watched "The Omen" which I must say was a very good movie. I got scared a few times... although I didn't let out a scream like some of my friends did. After the movie, me and some of them went to Jerrys, and ate. All and all I had a great time... something I need to do more often. I tend to sit at home, and waste away my life, when I should be out and enjoying myself like I did tonight, anyways, I guess
I am going to head to bed... Oh another thing I heard that Bush is trying to pass into law, something regarding banning homosexual marriages, now I was too tired and groggy to listen to the story. But, for the sake of love, I wish people would just leave them alone. I don't think that anyone should not be allowed to marry, however, I do believe that they need to start having marriage counseling required, and some classes, or something, to save the entire purpose of marriage. There are too many divorces, period. People have lost the sense of having to work through stuff, now I know that there are special circumstances, and that is not what I'm arguing. At all. I think people should be able to get divorces, I just wish they'd make it a little bit more difficult to get married, then, perhaps people would realize they don't want to because it would take a longer amount of time, and actual effort. I mean, the flakey people would get tired of it. Get it? Yeah. Okay. And as far as the whole ban on the homosexual marrige thing, I think there are alot more important things that Bush, and the goverment should be worried about, Like how to get out of Iraq, The Iran nuclear thing, oil, and the list goes on.
Well enough about all that my eyelids feel heavy, my head sways and nods of its own accord. im about to go out like a light (i can actually feel myself slipping in and out of consciousness) but my mind stubbornly lingers, insisting on sorting out all the crap that has accumulated during the days course. my sense of hearing sharpens considerably; i am acutely aware of the sounds around me, especially that of my rude air-conditioner, which emits a grotesquely audible
'tchrrhrhrhhhrrrhhhhh' at regular intervals. like a vcr on auto, the rewind button at the back of my brain is pressed. a mental replay of the days events flashes in my minds eye, like a rushed powerpoint presentation. what i had for breakfast, who pissed me off and why, who i pissed off and why, the screw ups, the highlights, the movie I just saw, the friends I hung out with ... i ve opened a floodgate of raw emotions, and even in my hazy semi-conscious state i inadvertently groan at a particularly embarrassing scene or smile contentedly when i recall some small victory (no matter how inconsequential) I achieved. the reel of my lifefilm peters out. i let out a tiny sigh and snuggle down further into the warmth of my comforter. slowly slowly slowly ... falling asleep has got to be one of the most weirdest, yet oddly pleasurable sensations in the whole world. Yea, I am getting tired... when I just sat and wrote that whole long thing about falling asleep... Well its 5am, and I have been up for about 20 hours or so, I am heading to bed right now, I think i have said that many times alread, but this time I mean it...
Peace I'm Out
