i have reasons right now...
reasons to be fighting this...
to be better than this.
my bad days are random...
and their triggers are too.
i'm need to go for a walk...
its late and its dark.
but i need to clear my head.
sitting here just isnt cutting it right now.
FUCK.
I had a 'bad' day.
agian i feel worthless.
everything was fine.
i was doing ok,
then out of nowhere
i was overwhelmed
by old feelings of
pain and worthlessness.
FUCK, whats wrong with me