Monday, April 3, 2006

Soulmates?

I had a disturbing thought from a friend today. Two friends of mine just broke up yesterday and one was talking to me about it. When asked how he felt, he said that they still love each other but they just knew they had to break up. Sometimes, I just don't understand that situation but sometimes I think I do. The thing is, he told us that he really feels and believes that he and her are soulmates. I joked around and told him that they would get back together someday, if not now, then surely in the future. He insisted NO. He said that soulmates do not usually end up together in this life but in the life after this. Now, for some reason what he said really got to me.
Do soulmates really not end up together in their lifetime but in their death? I don't understand that part. What's the sense of being soulmates then? Then I asked him how would you know who you're soulmate is. He just said that I would... "the magic", and snapped his finger at the same time. He seemed like he was kidding but he really was very serious. What is that "magic" that you would feel? How would you be so sure that it is "the magic" and not just a transient one that is brought about by our human emotions? Have I met my soulmate? Or am I too wait for that person still? and if so, for how much longer?

Soulmates?

I had a disturbing thought from a friend today. Two friends of mine just broke up yesterday and one was talking to me about it. When asked how he felt, he said that they still love each other but they just knew they had to break up. Sometimes, I just don't understand that situation but sometimes I think I do. The thing is, he told us that he really feels and believes that he and her are soulmates. I joked around and told him that they would get back together someday, if not now, then surely in the future. He insisted NO. He said that soulmates do not usually end up together in this life but in the life after this. Now, for some reason what he said really got to me.
Do soulmates really not end up together in their lifetime but in their death? I don't understand that part. What's the sense of being soulmates then? Then I asked him how would you know who you're soulmate is. He just said that I would... "the magic", and snapped his finger at the same time. He seemed like he was kidding but he really was very serious. What is that "magic" that you would feel? How would you be so sure that it is "the magic" and not just a transient one that is brought about by our human emotions? Have I met my soulmate? Or am I too wait for that person still? and if so, for how much longer?

Soulmates?

I had a disturbing thought from a friend today. Two friends of mine just broke up yesterday and one was talking to me about it. When asked how he felt, he said that they still love each other but they just knew they had to break up. Sometimes, I just don't understand that situation but sometimes I think I do. The thing is, he told us that he really feels and believes that he and her are soulmates. I joked around and told him that they would get back together someday, if not now, then surely in the future. He insisted NO. He said that soulmates do not usually end up together in this life but in the life after this. Now, for some reason what he said really got to me.
Do soulmates really not end up together in their lifetime but in their death? I don't understand that part. What's the sense of being soulmates then? Then I asked him how would you know who you're soulmate is. He just said that I would... "the magic", and snapped his finger at the same time. He seemed like he was kidding but he really was very serious. What is that "magic" that you would feel? How would you be so sure that it is "the magic" and not just a transient one that is brought about by our human emotions? Have I met my soulmate? Or am I too wait for that person still? and if so, for how much longer?

Sunday, April 2, 2006

Fade To Black, By Metallica

Fade To Black

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free


Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Fade To Black, By Metallica

Fade To Black

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free


Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Fade To Black, By Metallica

Fade To Black

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free


Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Friday, March 31, 2006

It's Been Awhile

So I Finally have internet access at my new home, which means i am going to work on getting this place back to what it was, hopefully if i had any frequant readers they will start returning, and reading again, and if not, then at least it is somewhere i can put everything i like all in one place :), be it poems, lyrics, rants, and such, well I don't have alot of time right now to write cause i have to go pick up my little cousin form a dance, but I wanted to put these lyrics on here

Maroon 5
"Sweetest Goodbye"

here you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand (ohh ohh ohh)
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you've come back
I have some thing to say

How does it feel to know
you'll never have to be alone
When you get home (home)
There must be someplace here
that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
And I know you'll understand
(yeah yeah yeah)
And with a tear in my eye
Gave me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever ever ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you've come back
I have some thing to say

How does it feel to know
you never have to be alone
When you get home (home)
There must be someplace here
that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel.
Feel. Feel. Feel.

How does it feel to know
you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here
that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Feel. Feel. Feel. Feel.

Oh Yeahh