I love the way you hug me,
I love it when you call me,
I love the way you smile at me,
You bring light to my misery.
I love it when you need me,
I love it when you hold me,
I love how well you know me,
You steal my pain when I am weak.
Sometimes things don’t work out,
Sometimes I just fall down,
Sometimes I just lose all hope,
Sometimes I need a hand,
Sometimes I need something,
No day is ever the same,
I know you’ll be there for me again...
I love how you believe in me,
I love how you have cried for me,
I love how you're there for me,
You’re in my dreams when I sleep,
I love it when you are near me,
I love when I feel your heart close to me,
Your presence brings out a spark in me,
You know how to bring out the best of me.

Sometimes things don’t work out,
Sometimes I just fall down,
Sometimes I just lose all hope,
Sometimes I need a hand,
Sometimes I need something,
No day is ever the same,
I know you’ll be there for me again...
Maybe some day,
We could be okay,
We could finally find what we need
I need you, And I hope you need me too....
Just know that I need you..

It is funny the way we perceive situations, people, our lives in general. When we are 12 or 13, even at older ages, 20 or 21, there are some things we are convinced are for forever.Funny word that, 'Forever', I am sure if anyone was ever actually faced with a situation that lasts forever they would try reject it when they grew tired of it. But we all, at one stage in our lives, hoped that something would last forever.For me, my Grandfather was going to live forever. He died when I was 12. So much for forever. When I was 13, my best friend [of the time] was going to be there forever, always my best friend. That lasted until I turned 20. But, just because I have come to the conclusion that nothing can possibly last forever doesn't mean that I shut out possibility. A life lived in fear is not a life... It is to walk around with your eyes closed. My Fiance and I have been together on and off for over a year. Have I thought about forever? Truthfully, well of course.She is after all my fiance I want 'I love you' to be forever. This euphoric feeling is one that I wish to last, but that doesn't mean in another 2 years time she and I are still going to be madly in love. Before we started dating, I didn't want a relationship for the reason that it could end. Obviously it has to end one day - whether we end up getting married and growing old together; the end will come when one of us dies. When I met my Fiance at work at first she was an annoyance, then an acquaintance, then a friend, then a crush and well the rest is quite obvious. She is now not only my lover but my best friend. It is a wondrous feeling, if I had not let go of my fears I would have missed out on the chance to feel truly alive. Where my everyday existence is shattered and I am soaring into the heavens, knowing and trusting in the certainty that when I fall [As the theory goes - what goes up must come down] I have someone who is going to catch me and never let my feet even touch the ground until I am ready. I have now come to the conclusion that it is not the things we do that we regret more, it is the things that we do not. We are always left whispering to the wind, 'what if'

yet another

Of all the sad words
of tongue or pen,
the saddest are theses
"What might have been"

another quote

The girl in every guy's life
(could be used oppositely)
that he has loved
and given all the passion
that he could have, unconditionally.
He was then hurt in a way
that he never should have been.
Most likely a person's first love."

Just A Quote

Even if you ripped my heart
from my chest and slammed it
into the ground; I would pick it up,
dust it off and give it back to you.

Life is a long walk
along a crowded
tree-lined street.
As you enter one,
the trees and the people
and everything else
are the future,
as you walk past
they are the experiences
and once you have left
the road to enter another lane,
they become memories.

new years rant

So I got this from a friends blog, changed a few words but its mostly the same

Hey Aren't you excited!!! another year..
another glorious holiday...
another year of people that get on your nerves...
of work
of stress
and worrying about the Holidays again
another year of hell
another year of high gas prices
of high prices period
another year of the same routine
of getting up
going to work
coming home
and going to bed...
or in younger cases going to school...
but were excited aren't we.. (said in a sarcastic tone)
so were going to Celebrate..
by a big, glowing ball..
that falls..
its trying to tell us..
that its all down hill..
another year of hardships...
and yea.. there will be good times..
no doubt..
and the company of a few good friends.. and
a few select family members..
but really
another year of bitching...
another year...
and another year older as soon as April gets here..
22 can you believe it??/
and this is so a ramble right now..
another year of poetry,
of love,
life,
and the pursuit..
of the not so American dream...
another year of War,
fights,
and killings..
that's all you see on the news...
you never see the good in the world..
only the bad..
they get more recognition that anyone
if you think about it..
its not the young boy scout helping
the old lady across the street that gets on the front page news paper..
its the ones that kill and steal..
another year of all of that...
and then you wonder why when people
"celebrate"
they get shit-faced...
another year of memories
and pictures..
and hours and hours typing..
another year of new music
new shows
and new movies..
another wonderful fucking year...
im so happy i look like a big ray if sunshine...-_-